Irish University Students with Mental Health Difficulties
ISBN 9781916704855

Table of contents

Learning objectives

    1. To become familiar with the many ways of knowing and the importance of understanding lived experience.

    2. To develop an understanding of the factors shaping the changing terminology for distress and the socio-political factors shaping these changes.

In 2021/22, the non-progression rate [in Irish higher education] was 15%, representing an increase of 3 percentage points.

Students with a disability are less likely to progress [than students without a disability] but more so if they have a psychological or mental health condition.

I got very ill in first year in college, [it] just went terribly, I did the wrong course which didn’t help. I didn’t really meet people that I clicked with and I’d kind of been putting a lot of hope on that in college. I lived with my boyfriend at the time and another couple, and one of my flatmates who we think might have had some social issues but he was very particular and he just made the house a nightmare, and my relationship started to fall apart and everything got terrible and I ended up just not going to college from January onwards. I pretty much got very depressed, very anxious. I got very, very anxious. It was very, very, very bad. Yeah, so that went on for a few months kind of and by the time I got home that June I was just, I kind of collapsed, I was so tired and I don’t think I’ve ever been so exhausted, so mentally exhausted in my life as I was that year.

(Ella)

As soon as I started college my mental health fell apart. I was really depressed, really anxious, couldn’t function here in college, I was overwhelmed. My shakes were back, I wasn’t able to control my thoughts and the words would come into my head “I’m not intelligent”, “I’m not meant to be here”, “how did I get in here”. Suicide kept crossing my mind and it came to a point where I wasn’t able to do my work.

(John)

The quotes above from Ella and John, both names self-chosen pseudonyms, add meaning to the Higher Education Authority’s statistics. They help us to move beyond percentage points or trends, important as these are, and into the minds, thoughts, feelings, and experiences of students who, in Ella’s case at least, are represented in these non-progression statistics. Ella and John’s stories open up our understanding of the experience of dropout and the array of utterly understandable factors that result in non-progression. Factors, that upon learning them, we too can imagine how, if faced with such difficult thoughts, feelings and experiences, we might have followed a similar path. Their stories allow us to learn, not only with our minds but with our spirits, the meaning of experiences. In short, they allow us to understand. As Munhall suggests, “isn’t that what we all wish for – to be understood?” (Munhall, 1994, p. 170).

This book is all about understanding. Its aim is to offer an insight into the lived experience of Irish university students with mental health difficulties so that readers might better be able to say “I understand”. It offers an understanding of the experiences of students, their routes to higher education, the barriers they face, and the assumptions underpinning their presence on campus. It offers valuable insights into diagnosis, support, and the efforts students invest in managing their mental health so that they may complete their university education. This chapter sets the scene for understanding. It examines how we understand, the words with which we create and name this understanding, and why understanding is important in the first place. In doing so, this chapter lays important groundwork for the insights to come. It begins with a description of why I wrote this book and, in particular, sought to focus on understanding rather than describing or explaining. From here on I, as author and researcher, take a step back and allow the lived experiences themselves to come to the fore. The chapter concludes with consideration of the terminology that will be used throughout to refer to a phenomenon that can variously be described as illness, disorder, or distress.